I became a Christian in 2016 when I was 38 years old. I went insane and thought I had to fast all the time, follow the sabbath strictly and evangelise constantly. Around 2022 I had an experience which made me drop all religious activity and I was granted peace.
One of these activities I stopped was reading the bible. The first time I read it I was interested. I appreciated the history and information about the faith.
But then I had the impression that I had to read it every day to keep myself out of sin. But after stopping I had peace. When I tried reading it again I got a bad anxiety feeling and the feeling that I had to do more and more to please God.
This is because trying to please God leads to a curse, see Galatians 3:10.
The curse manifests as Deuteronomy 28:28 which is being struck with insanity.
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